ᴄʟɪғғ ᴜɴɢᴇʀ (
livingimpaired) wrote in
retrospec2018-02-07 12:50 am
A wish.
[ The Holy Grail. He does not recall exactly what it is, but from what he gathers from the brief memory with the "King of Heroes," it is something to wish upon. And Kei's other self would allow that man to "wish for death." What does that mean? No, he understands it simply, but there is more said and unsaid than he can unravel. ]
With all this business going on, some frivolousness ponderings might be an enjoyable distraction.
Well, then. If you could wish for anything, what would it be? [ A pause. Kei thinks of sending it like that yet he feels that may be too telling. Too telling of what? He's uncertain, but adds more to cover up his uncertainty. ] Though, with Valentine's Day is coming, most are thinking of just wishing for someone to spend that day with, hm? :)
With all this business going on, some frivolousness ponderings might be an enjoyable distraction.
Well, then. If you could wish for anything, what would it be? [ A pause. Kei thinks of sending it like that yet he feels that may be too telling. Too telling of what? He's uncertain, but adds more to cover up his uncertainty. ] Though, with Valentine's Day is coming, most are thinking of just wishing for someone to spend that day with, hm? :)

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But a fishing village, hm?
There might be someone there by the name of Howard Carter.
He is probably feeling particularly negative about the whole situation there.
If you could do one favor for me, I would like you to be negative with him.
I worry for him, but if too many people are positive, I fear that he'll wilt away.
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I don’t blame him for not liking the ocean after what happened to him, and not feeling comfortable in crowds.
I hadn’t considered that. Do you think that will help?
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Howard is the sort of person that enjoys darkness more than light.
That isn't to say that he hates bright people.
But he's the sort of person that will wither in perpetual sunlight.
At least, that is how I've come to know him.
If he's given some darkness to hide under, I think he'll feel a little less anxious.
Regain approved so now I can reply to this
”A flower that blooms in darkness can only thrive in the dark.”
AMAZING.
Quite the poetic quote.
Who said it?
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A woman. I heard her voice just now in my head, saying those words.
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I see.
My words brought forth a memory for you, hm? I apologize. The words themselves now sound far more ominous.
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The feeling I get when I hear the words from her though, it’s like I’m incredibly angry for some reason...but not for myself.
It’s so strange.
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One single act of kindness could be rewarded cruelly.
Not for yourself?
Then for who?
The woman saying those words?
Angry she would think that way about, perhaps, herself?
[ Should he feel bad that he's calling Howard these things? ]
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I can’t be sure though. This memory is just as incomplete as the last.
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Well, don't force it.
They'll come when they come.
And you may regret wondering.
Still, if it is anger for another person, I apologize for how I teased Howard just now.
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Maybe it wasn’t for the person in my memory, but for him...
I think it could be true.
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Yes, it very much is.
But I mean that with the uttermost kindness. Probably.
Still, a woman talking about that to some third party.
I wonder that could mean.
But I suppose with it broken up as it is, there's no way of knowing for certain.
Yet if it was an unjust statement, it's nice you felt anger for them.
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Maybe I’ll remember more things soon.
I just hope that they’re good things this time.
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Are you making good memories in the fishing village, Atsushi?
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Except there’s some kind of mind-link thing going on between me and my partner Theo, and we can hear each other’s thoughts. Or, more specifically, the ones we don’t want to be heard.
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I'm feeling a little more relieved that I am someone considered beyond useless to not go on this mission. But as for the thoughts that you are hearing, mostly embarrassing or, well, are you all right?
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Oh, well. Theo complains a lot, and he thinks I’m too soft, but nothing too mean.
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Is that so? That is good to hear. Nobody needs to hear the negative thoughts of someone about themselves or others.
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I’ll try to do as you said and help Howard-san, regardless.
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Thank you. You have my gratitude for accepting such a selfish request from me.
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How are things in the city?
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They're aren't terrible. The mayor is presently missing along with a few other people. Though, when I say missing, I mean that I'm fully aware as to where he is and it seems like only those with the app are aware and can save them. Also, love is in the air -- with violent explosions of rose petals and body disfigurements.
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Is everyone okay?? Body disfigurements???
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