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Koutarou Takao shared a photo.
05/27 near Apprassage

One of the visions I had recently certainly was inspiring, so I have been drawing quite a bit of sketches. I ended up turning this one into a painting though, it's been a little distracting. I was wondering if anyone has seen anything similar, which is why I'm sharing one of them here. It was pretty eye-catching how the letters in the sky kept floating upward.

(( ooc: please ignore the characters at the bottom and the treasure chest, and pretend that the scenery continues underneath them. ))

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Maybe I will have another hallucination that is less frenetic. I might be able to learn more from that, if it happens.

Maybe. It would be tiring to only have frenetic memories, too.

It would. She seemed to thrive on it, but I think there was something wrong with her, if I were being brutally honest.

“She”?

The girl in my hallucinations. I refuse to consider her to be me. Sorry for the confusion.

Oh, I see. That makes sense.

[ Should he think “his wife” about the wife he apparently has in the visions, too? ]

[Up to him. She wasn't judging. Hers was just kind of a killer, and she didn't want to admit to that being her at all.]

She's an unpleasant person to watch at times, so I can be very stubborn. Have you been having more problems with the hallucinations lately?

I don't think that's a bad sort of stubbornness.

Not problems, but a lot of confusion that I have yet to sort out properly.

You had some confusion over whether you were in a relationship, or the like, yes? I can't remember the details well. We hadn't spoken for a bit, and there's been a lot of chaos.

Well. I guess you could say that.

[ Apparently he definitely was, but it’s a bit hard to come to terms with, even though the memories of this “wife” came with an endless amount of love and warmth, so it probably is that way. ]

I am not necessarily the best to ask for advice, considering my own chaos, but if you ever want to talk to someone, I am available.

Thank you, I’m very grateful for the offer.

Anytime. I should let you go, unless you need more. I am sorry I don't have more to contribute right now.

That is alright, thank you for your time. I will talk to you later, Chloe-san.

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Koutarou Takao shared a photo. 05/27 near Apprassage
One of the visions I had recently certainly was inspiring, so I have been drawing quite a bit of sketches. I ended up turning this one into a painting though, it's been a little distracting. I was wondering if anyone has seen anything similar, which is why I'm sharing one of them here. It was pretty eye-catching how the letters in the sky kept floating upward.