manufactured: (018. when i'm god everyone dies)
Albert Wesker ([personal profile] manufactured) wrote in [community profile] retrospec2017-11-02 05:18 am

002. text // i say it is, then it's true

This is another of those questions in which I'm not explicitly asking for details, if you don't care to share them; I've simply found that shouting into a void is useful, if not a productive use of my time. But now that the matter of our souls has been brought into question, I suppose this feels more relevant than it would normally.

As time goes on and you have more and more memories forcibly shoved into your head, do you find yourself having difficulty keeping your thoughts and reactions separate from those of the person whose memories you're recalling? Or to put it a different way, do you ever feel the lines blurring – do you understand things that you previously thought you never would, or do you find yourself relating to things that you suspect you shouldn't?

And if so, has that sort of shift in perception changed what you believe you deserve?
thesettingsun: smile (to your deathbed you're on view so)

[personal profile] thesettingsun 2017-11-02 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Not yet, but I wouldn't be surprised if that starts to happen.

You're seeing things from someone else's perspective, literally. If you're put into that point of view often enough, you'll understand it better.
thesettingsun: smile (I felt the arm's length)

[personal profile] thesettingsun 2017-11-02 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
It's definitely concerning, but not surprising.

Should we have another meeting of the Our Past Selves Needed Serious Therapy Club?

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daemonized: (103)

[personal profile] daemonized 2017-11-02 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, the issue that we all are starting to face as the months pass.

[The rings rather close to his own concerns, though he feels no need to say it. Perhaps by merely responding to this, it's obvious enough.]

You said something about lines blurring, and I imagine the degree of this is dependent upon the sort of memories that each person is receiving. The unpleasant ones, particularly, are the ones that stick the most -- and as a result, the ones that resonate more loudly than the others. But if you want my personal experience, I'm merely finding that these memories are very pervasive. I think on them almost everyday, though I don't think I've changed my way of thinking based on the personality of that other "me".

[As far as he knows.]

I take it not all of yours have been pleasant?
daemonized: (102)

[personal profile] daemonized 2017-11-02 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Then I reflect the question back at you, if you don’t mind indulging my curiosities. Do you feel yourself changing as a result?

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matchbreaker: (THIS ONE WASN'T WORTH PROB)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-11-02 04:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ this is that same damn thing that Red was going on about. Elda's eyes narrow to see this and then she shoots out an off-the-cuff response, ]

I've a new perspective on several things, but I'm still me. I can say I hope the same is true of you, Albert. But honestly, about deserving - that's for other people to decide, and its based on your actions.
matchbreaker: (I refuse to be forgotten)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-11-02 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Make a distinction, Albert. Accepting blame for actions you barely remember doesn't do you any good.

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insantafe: (I'll say anything I hafta)

[personal profile] insantafe 2017-11-03 06:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Well, this hits a little too close for comfort. ]

Something like that. I don’t know if I’d say I’m starting understand new things, but knowing how that other me felt about some things… It can get hard to separate what’s from those memories, and what’s me, you know?

He had about as good a sense of self-esteem as I do, though, so not much change there.


[ He lies, but well. He’s also trying hard not to think about it. ]
insantafe: (guys are fightin' bleedin' fallin')

[personal profile] insantafe 2017-11-06 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
It happens more often than I’d like, personally, especially when it involves people here in the city. It makes some things a little more complicated than they need to be. Though I have to wonder just how much worse it'll get the longer this goes on.

[ Jack wouldn’t agree that it’s a blessing when your self-esteem is already rock-bottom, but. It is what it is. ]

I take it your memories have been hitting you pretty hard?

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mercurio: ❥ponponpon (001)

[personal profile] mercurio 2017-11-03 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
unpopular opinion here
but i think i like the person from my memories better than my current self
but... again i don't think there's anything too different coming back to me
mercurio: ❥famira (153)

[personal profile] mercurio 2017-11-04 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
i? was a monster hunter! a real cool guy

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feistytrader: (listening in)

[personal profile] feistytrader 2017-11-04 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
Well, I have the kneejerk urge to punch old guys in wheelchairs in the face, so probably.
feistytrader: (okay then)

[personal profile] feistytrader 2017-11-04 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
Are you worried about ending up more like your memories?

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explodosafe: (I dunno)

[personal profile] explodosafe 2017-11-05 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm having some serious crisis over it, but I'm more concerned that these new urges are gonna make me kill myself before I have a moral shift.
explodosafe: (you hula what? (Error 404))

[personal profile] explodosafe 2017-11-05 06:12 pm (UTC)(link)
My reflexes think nowadays that I can block usually deadly things with my bare hands. You know, like blades. Or cars.

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