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Elda Marker ([personal profile] matchbreaker) wrote in [community profile] retrospec2018-08-16 05:37 pm

Texts from Late Night

[ Posted sometime around like four in the morning: ]

Has anyone else found themselves falling in love with someone in those memories we all get? That might feel a little extreme, but the face has been sticking with me for a while now.
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ is Jen up super late at this hour, or is she just awake like a half hour earlier than usual? it's a little of both since she's still feeling off balance from recent incidents. also: being caught in a body that was used to a drastically different sleep schedule didn't help.

now that things are (mostly) back to normal, surely it was time to get in touch with someone who she has embarrassing memories with, right? right. though Jen is honestly very vague on exactly what happened, she does remember there being drinking involved, and saying maybe one or fifty things she wouldn't normally have.

still. the thought doesn't hit her right away. this girl, who looks awfully similar to Yin but is obviously very much cleaned up by comparison, with another name to boot, finally has the opportunity to say something without having to actually reach out on her own time. ]


Is it someone that exists here in Recollé? That could be awkward.
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
That could be good or bad, depending on how you see them.

I mean. I have one person here who shares memories of someone in my other life. I don't exactly how how they feel about each other in that time, but things are definitely complicated thanks to that.
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, so, wait...

Oh. I think I misread that. Are you talking about your other self falling in love with someone from that life, or YOU feeling that way about the person in your dreams?
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, okay.

Do you feel like something is making you feel that way, or is it a natural thing> Like... I don't know. I guess you could kind of compare it to a celebrity crush? You see and hear so much about them, but ultimately the odds of actually getting together with them would be next to zero unless you were also super famous, so like. You just admire them from afar.
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
To be fair, you did bring it up. :P

[ it feels a bit hollow to use the emoticon there when she's all out of sorts, but it still felt appropriate otherwise. ]

It sounds romantic. If I had more memories like that coming to me I might have to question how I felt as a result, too.

[ implying there was something there after all... ]
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
That's good that you - or she - had someone like that to be with.

And I'm usually up at 5 am sharp to hit the gym. I just couldn't stay asleep long enough tonight, that's all.
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
I usually get 8 hours every night.

Oh. That's right, you're Satsuki's


[ she didn't mean to send the message. she meant to go back and delete it and say literally anything else but well. after recalling again where she knew this woman from (or thought she had) and now realizing Satsuki's told her about their relationship before...

yeah. what else is there to say? ]


I'm sorry
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
Absolutely nothing I said or did that night was what I'd call "fine".
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
It's the same way for me, too. I could blame the drinks...

And now you know why I stay away from the stuff.


[ which is the. complete opposite opinion to that night. ]
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sure others did.

It was pretty scary overall. But we made it through.
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 11:20 am (UTC)(link)
And our fair share of foot-in-mouth moments.
Or at least, for me...

I promise you I'm not normally like *that*. I feel like I need to make it up to you in a way that's not "untoward".
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I rarely miss a show when she's part of the roster. She's the only reason I go, actually.

What about the



How are you feeling these days?

Physically.
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[personal profile] burndownforwhat 2018-08-17 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
That's good! I'm guessing you figured out the whole food situation?

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