Elda Marker (
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retrospec2018-08-16 05:37 pm
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Texts from Late Night
[ Posted sometime around like four in the morning: ]
Has anyone else found themselves falling in love with someone in those memories we all get? That might feel a little extreme, but the face has been sticking with me for a while now.
Has anyone else found themselves falling in love with someone in those memories we all get? That might feel a little extreme, but the face has been sticking with me for a while now.
[privately]
now that things are (mostly) back to normal, surely it was time to get in touch with someone who she has embarrassing memories with, right? right. though Jen is honestly very vague on exactly what happened, she does remember there being drinking involved, and saying maybe one or fifty things she wouldn't normally have.
still. the thought doesn't hit her right away. this girl, who looks awfully similar to Yin but is obviously very much cleaned up by comparison, with another name to boot, finally has the opportunity to say something without having to actually reach out on her own time. ]
Is it someone that exists here in Recollé? That could be awkward.
[privately]
It isn't, no. I've never met anyone from their memories of mine in Recollé.
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I mean. I have one person here who shares memories of someone in my other life. I don't exactly how how they feel about each other in that time, but things are definitely complicated thanks to that.
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Oh. I think I misread that. Are you talking about your other self falling in love with someone from that life, or YOU feeling that way about the person in your dreams?
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Do you feel like something is making you feel that way, or is it a natural thing> Like... I don't know. I guess you could kind of compare it to a celebrity crush? You see and hear so much about them, but ultimately the odds of actually getting together with them would be next to zero unless you were also super famous, so like. You just admire them from afar.
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Mmm.
It's a little more than that, honestly. In my mind, I've lived through that boat ride she took from the mainland to Japan, and all that time they spent together there. I remembered when he proposed to her. I still can feel my heart flutter.
It's an incomplete image, but there was a romance there, one I remember both the events and the emotions of.
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[ it feels a bit hollow to use the emoticon there when she's all out of sorts, but it still felt appropriate otherwise. ]
It sounds romantic. If I had more memories like that coming to me I might have to question how I felt as a result, too.
[ implying there was something there after all... ]
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But it really was romantic. James was incredibly important to her at every point in her life I've remembered.
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And I'm usually up at 5 am sharp to hit the gym. I just couldn't stay asleep long enough tonight, that's all.
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Oh. That's right, you're Satsuki's
[ she didn't mean to send the message. she meant to go back and delete it and say literally anything else but well. after recalling again where she knew this woman from (or thought she had) and now realizing Satsuki's told her about their relationship before...
yeah. what else is there to say? ]
I'm sorry
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You don't need to be sorry for anything, dear, it's fine.
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And now you know why I stay away from the stuff.
[ which is the. complete opposite opinion to that night. ]
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It was pretty scary overall. But we made it through.
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Or at least, for me...
I promise you I'm not normally like *that*. I feel like I need to make it up to you in a way that's not "untoward".
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It's too late in the night for her to take this too seriously, even with her warped sleep schedule she runs on now. She rocks a little bit in her chair before picking up the phone again, ]
You're already always going to Satsuki's shows anyway, aren't you? That sort of support for the girl does trickle upwards. But if you want to do something for me personally then...
Golly, it's hard to think of something good these days.
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What about the
How are you feeling these days?
Physically.
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I'm glad she has such a fan though!
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