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[nachetanya]

You were that close?

[ . . . ]

I meant I made it to that fortress thing and I heard her voice

[breakingvoice]

I rode in on the back of a dragon and i threw Eren at Armaros and as soon as the dragon landed back on the ground i ran home and shut myself in my room and it took me half a week to talk to anyone about it.

[nachetanya]

[ Wow, what ]

It was called Armaros?
Not the point

But I see. That must've been very hard for you

[breakingvoice]

they're called daemons and Two could summon one, too. i can't do it yet and i don't ever want to.

i know she came back to life but i still thought that there would be more time before my family started to have to worry about this. we knew something bad was coming. we just didn't know how bad.

and i know they don't like me talking about that but they don't get a say in it right now.

[nachetanya]

Is it something you don't think you can handle either?

[breakingvoice]

i don't want to think about having to handle it. in a perfect world it wouldn't be an issue. but this isn't a perfect world and maybe one day you'll have to fight two massive water monsters that can shoot energy beams from the faces they don't have.

maybe by then i'll be strong enough to handle their power alone. but if Clover couldn't do it then i don't know who could.

[nachetanya]

[ "Clover isn't that strong" she types right up until she looks at it and then deletes it, ]

Yours are water? They sound like they could really be beautiful.

[breakingvoice]

nothing about daemons is beautiful if this is what they do to people. not even Egregori.

i'm sorry, i'm being negative again.

[nachetanya]

You don't need to apologize for that. I'm a pretty warped person anyway!

Egregori would be yours then?

[breakingvoice]

Egregori is Two's.

i don't know how to summon them yet. the only thing i have that's hers other than memories and my hair and eyes is her strength.

[nachetanya]

Right, that's a good distinction

Lina, I don't think I ever told you my "real" name from the other would, did I?

[breakingvoice]

your real name is Natalia, but no, you didn't.

[nachetanya]

Is it?

Now I'm being negative, but I'm never quite sure

[breakingvoice]

whoever she is, you aren't her. you're you. you wouldn't let me get away with calling myself Two, would you?

[nachetanya]

Two's a lot weirder to type, but if you wanted to be Two, I probably would let you. That's just how I am!

When I first came on the app, they made this big deal about how everyone was just soul shards, and we just are the people from the memories. It's stuck with me more than it should, probably, because until darker things started happening in mine, I was excited by the prospect of being a hero.

But I have liked you because you're you.

[breakingvoice]

they can tell us that if they want, and it can stick with you if you want it to, but in my eyes you've always just been yourself, for everything that means. you're Natalia and i care about you completely as you are.

if you still want to tell me the name of the person you're getting memories from, you can tell me that, though.

[nachetanya]

Honestly, that's how I look at it? Well, mostly. Two things can be true at once...? It's a little confusing when I spell it out like this!

Nachetanya Loei Piena Augustra

I think I'll prefer "Natalia" - that's the life I've led, after all

[breakingvoice]

i think i'll also go with "Natalia" because yours is a LOT more complicated than Two.

and i like calling you Natalia. it sounds good to my ears.

[nachetanya]

Does it?

Anyway Lina . . . I think you'll be able to manage things better than Clover, if it comes to that.

[breakingvoice]

it sounds a lot better than Nat.

thank you. i hope we never have to find out.

[nachetanya]

I do mean it, though. I can control these swords, now... but that's not the same thing, I know, it's not a huge fortress.

[breakingvoice]

but they're just as dangerous. i remember you nearly cutting my arm off through the shoulder.

i'm glad you can control them, at least. it means you're getting stronger, too. you can be in control of more things

[nachetanya]

Oh god that actually happened I thought I dreamed that.

[breakingvoice]

no, it was a dream, it was just a very, very realistic one.

wasn't the guy i called a coward Nachetanya's original knight? or am i forgetting how you dubbed me?

[nachetanya]

Technically, as a princess, all the knights were hers. "Augustra" there labeled me as the heir to the throne.

But that boy was Goldov and he was special